I have been meaning to write in here for awhile now and here it goes. I don't know where to start? I'll just go..... After 8 months now and counting I haven't found a study fulltime job to provide for my family. That's all a man who is a father and husband wants to do in this world. I just want to be able to provide for my wonderful family.
Has a experienced professional in a field where it seems to always be hiring won would wonder why I haven't found work yet.. Well let me tell you it has been up, down and depressing. Several job interviews for jobs within a company I have been working for PRN since 2008 turned down. I have applied for jobs that are not in my field, that are less money but I need a steady income with health insurance. Jobs I felt like for sure they would at least offer me the job because I'm over qualified turns me down.
Why? I have been asking my self over and over but I'm done asking. I will continue to apply for jobs and I will try to stop worrying about it but it is really hard for me.. Recently I have decided to make a goal on becoming a better father. I feel like the goal of becoming a better father will help me to become a better husband, priesthood holder, member missionary, home teacher, citizen, employee and all around person.
I need to tell god these things and tell him I have been doing all that I can and worrying about what job will I get next is not helping me. Its stressing me out and I see myself taking it out on my precious family. So I'm going to focus on becoming a better father! Father forgive me and into thy hands I give my life.