OK, THATS IT!!! I will no longer allow my Lupus to rule my life. I am soooo ready to get back into life and stop feeling like a sick person. Tired of feeling so incredibly tired and in pain. I am ready to take back my body and my life.
For the past 10 years I have given my life over to my family and my marriage....that sounds bad. Don't get me wrong. I am taking no focus off of my family and marriage, will still be putting 100% of myself into raising a wonderfully successful family and a loving supportive marriage. I am just gonna add another part of my life again.
I used to be 125 lbs and feeling so much healthier and happier. I was still sick and painful but I had so much more energy and pushed myself to accomplish physical things. but for the past 10 years everyone's health and well being has been more important than my own. That is just the way it has had to be for our "survival".
I have been through 3 years with 6 miscarriages 4 successful pregnancies and add another miscarriage in there and a whole lot of weight gain due to thyroid issues and complications with Lupus has made for an unhealthy me that has just barely survived. I miss ME!!! I miss my adventures and my active life. I miss hiking, camping, dancing, swimming, kayaking, snowboarding, etc.
I am ready to take back my life!! I WILL take back my life. I AM stronger than these diseases!! Just you wait. I am a fighter and I know that with the support of my family and God I can do this.
Good luck to me. Today.....a new life begins!!